Sooooo.... Revision.... Again

[Kaleidoscope_Eyes 909]

I had my implants reduced form 350cc HP last year to 275cc Mod+. I was super happy initially coz I'd felt 'heavy' with my 350's and felt like my old, slim self with my 275's. Despite what a lot of people might say, 75cc was definitely a significant difference for me. However, I now feel like my boobs looked great before and I was being overly critical and maybe just not used to having a fuller figure. I'm a very stubborn person and it's very hard for me to accept something (other people's opinions) unless I can see/learn for myself. I'm now working full-time and considering a revision again. I either want to go back to the 350cc HP or even go for something 'slightly' larger. I'm looking into ultra HP but I'm worried. Not a lot of surgeons seem to use ultra HP. Has anybody had ultra HP that is willing to share pics? I'm really struggling to know what is the right choice for me. There is part of me that really admires something more voluptuous but I'm also afraid I may feel uncomfortable again ?

[I HaveBoobs 951]

It's so hard to gt things perfectly right the first time around, i think about 95% of us say i wish i went a little bigger/smaller myself included and while I'm happy with my size i do wish i went that little bit bigger . A friend of mine has 480 uhp smooth rounds under the muscle and she looks great for 5 mpo still sitting a little high so is having to wear the strap , her boobs have quite a bit of uppre people fullness which is why she and her surgeon picked the uhp as thats what she wanted but unfortunately she is not on this forum. I wish you luck with your new research , re you going bact to your original surgeon or looking for a new surgeon.

[Kaleidoscope_Eyes 909]

I'll probably go back to the same surgeon. I think they were actually perfect first time around. I'm in 2 minds about going any bigger than that. I wear size 6/8 in clothes and with my 350's they would only just fit around my boobs in dresses so I think any bigger than that and I'd have problems. But at the same time I'm like, maybe a little bit bigger would be nice? And to go through 2 surgeries to end up exactly where I started makes me feel like it was all a waste of money (which it is). But at the same time, I want to go with what I'm gonna be happy with long term and I don't want to end up feeling too big again. I think the 350's were perfect. I should've left them alone! Haha.

[pink butterfly 1,509]

Just to play the Devil's advocate...……….what do you really think is going on underneath with your decision to have another revision and to go back to the original size you had? Is it really about the sizing? From what you are writing, you weren't happy at 350 and now you are not happy at 275. But you may be happy at 350? I suspect you won't be happy at 350 again. Are you putting pressure on yourself to be "perfect"? Maybe you are already perfect and amazing and sexy and strong and courageous. x

[Kaleidoscope_Eyes 909]

You totally have a point and I agree. I've decided not to rush into anything. I'm not unhappy with the 275's. I do actually think they look great. And you're right. Trying to be perfect is impossible. I guess I am a bit of a perfectionist and having no control over something like this is hard! It's not like you can spend a few days trying out all the different sizes and shapes in your body until you find what you like best and then go ahead with the surgery. Now that I've started work I'm a lot busier and have a lot less time to criticise myself in front of the mirror so that's probably a good thing. I think I'm just gonna sit on it for now. x

[donatella 5,801]

I would seriously question the integrity of any surgeon who re-operated on you in such short time given the history of your complaints of being too big, now too small. Please spend the money on a good mental health plan and work out what is really bothering you before putting your body through another surgery.

[TheFox 101]

On 1/21/2019 at 10:02 PM, Kaleidoscope_Eyes said:

You totally have a point and I agree. I've decided not to rush into anything. I'm not unhappy with the 275's. I do actually think they look great. And you're right. Trying to be perfect is impossible. I guess I am a bit of a perfectionist and having no control over something like this is hard! It's not like you can spend a few days trying out all the different sizes and shapes in your body until you find what you like best and then go ahead with the surgery. Now that I've started work I'm a lot busier and have a lot less time to criticise myself in front of the mirror so that's probably a good thing. I think I'm just gonna sit on it for now. x

I really found my opinion of my breast sized changed significantly depending on my mood, the occassion, what i was doing etc etc. I think it is very normal to want different looks at different times.

i really would invest in a push up bra or something like that to play them up when you want to be more busty.

[Kaleidoscope_Eyes 909]

12 hours ago, TheFox said:

I really found my opinion of my breast sized changed significantly depending on my mood, the occassion, what i was doing etc etc. I think it is very normal to want different looks at different times.

i really would invest in a push up bra or something like that to play them up when you want to be more busty.

Absolutely. I do think now after having lived with both that I preferred the 350 though. I'm in no hurry to go back under the knife just yet. I'll give it some time and if I still feel this way in 6 months, maybe I will.