bcylou Posted September 18, 2012 Report Share Posted September 18, 2012 Hi everyone, I dont get on here much these days, have been on holidays and just trying to get my life back to normal after my BA but I took 6 weeks progress pics last night and posted them, I've spent the past few weeks trying to ignore my boobs, I'm pretty unhappy with them, So disappointed that this huge thing in my life that took me 10 years to decide on and find though the courage to do has turned out like this. I hate sounding like a self centred drama queen, thats certainly what I feel like at times, thats why I'm just trying to get over it and accept what I've got, after all they probably are better than I started with and I always new that they would never be as good as others because of my awful stretch marks, but why did I have to get the asymmetry too!! I just don't know what to think, I'm not meant to go back to my surgeon for 3 months, maybe this is normal and it will resolve itself ..... I guess I'm looking for honest opinions on where I should go from here? should I go back to my surgeon and seek some action? should I seek an opinion from another surgeon? or should I just wait the three months and see what happens? Just a run down on some of the issues I'm currently having, please check out my pics Right boob is sitting high and very tight behind the muscle, saggy boob hangs down when I bend over and I can pinch alot of excess skin under the nipple ( well everywhere really) I guess this is probably normal with unders but I dont like it, I feel like I have a rock hard implant under the tight muscle and my old saggy boob on top. My left boob is completely different to my right in appearance and feel, it almost feels like id imagine an over to feel moves lots, I can feel the implant edges pretty much everywhere, and seems to be dropping lower and lower and my nipple rising higher, when i lay down it looks very strange the pointy part of the implant is really obvious and pokes out about an inch below my nipple. I'm finding it hard to know what to do about my right muscle, my surgeon says just normal activities and normal bras I can wear underwires now if I want to but have no inclination to get these things out and get sized or buy pretty bras. I also feel like I need to be wearing two different bras my left boob needs heaps of support and lifting and my right needs pushing down! I have a pretty active life, I'm not a complete exercise freak but I bike ride most days, and run on the treadmill 3 or 4 days a week, I dont do chest weights but my two year old weighs 10 kilos and I do carry her (previously on my right hand side, but now on my left as I'm trying to keep that muscle relaxed) I dont know if I should try to not lift things or work that right side to much, or just do the things I would normally do, its so frustrating Sorry for this long negative post :-( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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