I do think my reaction was slightly based on anger because of fear and a bit crushed because I was excited to finally booking a BA. The more I reacted the easier I felt with my original choice of surgeon, if that makes sense. I didn't have that fear before the original post. Then I did and began to doubt my choices so ironically if that didn't happen I wouldn't of questioned my surgeon. I went from being excited to scared cover with anger and it thankfully opened my eyes to make a better choice. I am very sorry to those I offended I did take things to far but a positive did come from that, wish it was from a different way but it wasn't but I'm grateful it did.