What to do now

I have had three surgeries on my left and 2 on my right. My left is a very horrible shape and very firm and sore. Surgeon release too much muscle on my revision which caused the muscle to window shade. He had to go back in and restitch muscle over implant. I hate the look and feel of them. They are allergen 370mx anatomical implants. I don't like the projection (6cm) they are way too big for my frame. What are my options. It's been almost a year since my surgery. Do I leave them (even thou they are causing me anuexty and depression) or do I try and get them fixed again, it scares me with more complications. The pain is annoying, probably from built up scare tissue

GirlyGirl August 30th, 2016 WA